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juxtaposition
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02.10.07 / 9:25 pm
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i kill to be a writer, where words that you think, the words that you choose sound the same on paper as they did in your head: "say, darling..." no, that can't be it. "please, dear..." no, no, no again.and then, there are the stories, all conjecture and malice, subconcious making mince of my head. fighting to convince me that what is here is not here; what i see there is not there; instead, juxtaposing pigment, color schemes and bodies in such unrealistic ways. or, and maybe this is just storytelling again, they are actually right. can't i buy a book somewhere, a simple manual, with which i could constantly make everything right, predict the future, kill my hunger for everything. answer: no, but i'll keep trying to make it up in my head as i walk to class each cloudy day.
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