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04.14.10 / 9:09 pm

after a great long while,
he noticed that he had forgotten
anything except emptiness and the anxiety of success,
the moment of flickering, out of focus and back in,
and then the explosion,
heart beating thickly against the chest.

he didn't know any longer whether he cared,
for what he did or who he loved - or said he loved.
they said about him:
"always one foot out the door,"
but god's truth, he never even crossed the threshold.